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Oct. 23rd, 2008

Long Semester

I turned in a major project for one of the professors I'm working for as a Research Assistant, and I realized that for the first time since late July, the only thing I have to focus on is school work.  The 1L's are all working on their research, so I probably won't see anything from them until Monday or Tuesday at the earliest, the other professor I'm an RA for hasn't even reviewed my last project yet, and I just turned in the other one.  I might actually get to take a break this weekend. Okay, so by break, I mean start actually studying for finals, but at least it'll be less stressed.  I mean, all I have to worry about right now are finals...sigh.  Dec. 9th.  4:30.  I can make it.

Sep. 13th, 2008

Rant

Something happened on Thursday at school that just really ticked me off...and since that really isn't the appropriate environment to vent about, I'm going to do so on here.  If nothing else, I shouldn't particularly bother anyone since this is my space, and if you don't like, don't continue reading.  I should also preface this with this: I would fight for the writer's right to distribute trash like this because if they can't, there isn't any freedom left.  With that said, here is the text of a statement I received in my mail box, all grammatical errrors and logical fallacies intact.

"WHAT IS PATRIOTISM? Patriotism-if it is to have any value whatsoever-MUST mean the desire to right the wrongs present within one's own nation; to demand justice and equity and to oppose anything and anyone that stands in the way of either.  Patriotism does NOT mean waving a flag, saying a pledge, chanting USA, USA, and then ignoring everything the Constitution says your nation was supposed to be about.  It does not mean forced nation-worship, and if it does, then God help us...patriotism has become little more than modern idolatry, and is a concept with which we could do without.  Patriotism asks one to reify [sic] authority as manifested in national governments, and to believe, or act as if one does, that those who stand in the way of one's supposed national self-interest should be brought under heel.  That one only ends up in the nation one does because of happenstance becomes irrelevant.  Patriots assume they earned their status as the chosen.  Pondering the word patriotism, might lead one to recognize the root patri (referring to the Father) as the basis of the word patriotism; patri being a reference to the male principle of: justice, protection, agency, etc.  A principle which SHOULD be balanced, as an integral attribute of a human being, by an equivelent Female principle of: nurturing, interdependence, cooperation, and communion.  Unfortunantly, such a balance is yet rare and what we have, rather than justice, is most often tyranny; rather than protection, we have a gilded (or not so gilded) cage--and woe unto any that would see the bars, let alone endeavor to escape them and show others the way out.  The question--and the tradegy--of the semantics of the word patriotism, is that the SCOPE of that patriotism is typically quite narrow, un-evolved, and thus unenlightened. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// The world is my country; all mankind are my brethern; and to do good is my religion."


If you made it through that mess, you are probably as appalled and flabbergasted as I was, or at least confused.  Here is the response sent by my dad, an educator and philosopher...and who has a Ph.D. in Rhetoric, for those who didn't know.  It very eloquently expresses my aggravation with this nonsense.

"This piece is, as you say appalling. And it is a hostile use of power rather than a proposition to debate. Therefore, it probably comes from the unthinking left who do not want to enter into dialogue, but to assert their position with violence as implied by the attitudes portrayed.

"First, it attempts to gain audience acceptance through tyrannical power (must…), rather than persuasion, and is, therefore, self-refuting.

"Second, it claims to call for justice and equity yet denies those aspects to anyone who disagrees, again an improper use of power. This statement is directly against the founding values and ideals of our country. The tone of the argument seems to imply a “political correctness” with vehement opposition to all contrary voices.

"Third, it asserts equity as something different than justice rather than part of justice and thus misunderstands the concept.

"Fourth, [it attacks] the pre-supposed male-dominant aspect of patriotism of justice yet does not include the pre-supposed female-dominant aspects of nurturing… in the most important things so a second time, it fails it own test. Please note, anyone who has read Plato, Aristotle, Cicero, the Old Testament, the New Testament, the Koran, Buddha, Confucius… would know that those “female” parts are purported by the males as well. All of those males include love, which is strangely missing from the list, yet most males and females would include it as primary in patriotism.   

"Fifth, having read extensively on the history of communication with a particular interest in political discourse very rarely to never is the “chosenness” aspect a significant part (exceptions come in the religious aspect of being chosen by God and when people choose to immigrate forming a new country). That part of the diatribe is arguing against a straw man set up from discourse 200 years old and is, therefore, “unenlightened” to use their term.

"Sixth, the term “narrow” being applied to others is the exact opposite of reality. This assertion is one of the most narrow-minded arguments I have read. Eliminating all competing voices is the exact opposite of the founding ideas of this country, thus demonstrating the need for a majority to continue to conserve rather than progress. The bigotry expressed in the violent words of the person’s definition are contrary to the rights we have been endowed with by the Creator as expressed in our founding documents, as well as violates the Bill of Rights. Which leads to my last observation:

"Seventh, one of the significant differences between the left and the right is the idea of evolving. Conservatives are trying to “conserve” the ideals, values, and principles upon which the country was founded. Liberals or “progressives” are attempting to change these elements to reflect their current worldview. Most conservatives would take the intended verbal slam of being called “unevolved” in this aspect as a complement.

"Who is a patriot? Typically a person who: believes in, supports, and defends a community or country based on love. Someone who wants to evolve and change a country can be classified as a reformer or revolutionary depending on the degree. This article misunderstands the use of language as the author is trying to define something for what it is not.

"The individual also seems to not understand the difference between a citizen’s responsibility of freedom and a citizen’s rights. License is doing what I want and determine is best for me, Liberty is the opportunity of self-determination. Freedom, when related to a patriot, is the opportunity and responsibility to do what I ought—not want. That ethical obligation of freedom demanded by patriotism is strangely missing—and, therefore, the love of country that believes in, supports, and defends is lacking from the definition.

"A last aspect missing from the diatribe is the people. A country is not the government but the people of a community inhabiting a land. This mistake assumes the government is the answer, not the people. In our nation, “we the people,” not we the government, are the primary issue—that is why we cannot evolve in the direction of this narrow-minded, bigoted diatribe but need to remain open to allow such naiveté to continue to be expressed. Conserving the rights of someone to express these anti-American values and beliefs is what the constitution and system is formed to guarantee."


While I would love to distribute this to everyone who read the previous statement (so pointedly and idiotically distributed on 9/11, to make it as offensive as possible--a very, very poor persuasive tactic, I might add), that would accomplish nothing and resolve nothing.  The problem is this person made these unreasoned and disparaging remarks anonymously and delivered them in such a way to be as insulting as possible.  This person needs to be open to debate and discussion--to open their ideas and biases to the realm of accountability--and take responsibility for spewing such ridiculousness.  If you want to say something like that, don't hide behind a wall; stand up and say it, and take the results. 

If the writer's goal truly is to "do good," I have to wonder what "good" this particular missive was intended to accomplish.

Sep. 11th, 2008

A day to remember

Today is a good day to take some time to remember...we are not perfect, we are not always right, but we must always stand to protect the innocent and defend the hopeless.  We must pause and reflect and consider as we go, but we must act.  To do nothing is to accept the evil that threatens to engulf each of us...the apathy towards the suffering of others that comfort brings.  May we never forget the sacrifices made for us, and consequences for those that follow if we do not do the same.

Sep. 4th, 2008

The Joys of Law School

I'm taking a break from studying to ponder the meaning of life...okay, so I'm really taking a break from studying to wonder why in the world I'm stuck in a building all day when it's perfectly gorgeous outside.  Alas, I am bound to discover the depths of Adminstrative Law and the reasoning behind SBA budgeting forms.  Alas, I am lost.

Aug. 6th, 2008

One of my favorite quotes

I figured I should update this again, so I offer one of my favorite quotes...

A little learning is a dangerous thing;
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring;
There shallow draughts intoxicate the brain,
And drinking largely sobers us again.

--Alexander Pope


And yes, now I know the next question is...what in the world is "the Pierian spring?"  Well, it is a spring in the northern part of Italy that is typically associated with the muses and thus with poetry and learning.  It makes this fun, intelligent, quirky and unusual since no one ever wants to try to figure out what the Pierian bit means.  Woot woot.  Good thoughts as I run off to law school again.

Jul. 26th, 2008

Home again at last

I have returned from China, and loved the experience.  It was fantastic.  I'd give tons of details, but there are so many that it would take forever, and no one but me is really all that interested in what happened.  Suffice it to say, I had tons of fun and learned a lot.  China has some great people and a very strange government system.

I am home.  Woohoo!  And I will add the thought that the reason I didn't post anything while I was over there is that the Chinese government blocks LJ.  As I've said previously, should have seen that one coming.

Jun. 10th, 2008

Leaving for China! Today! Sort of.

Goodbye until I find access to a computer and can post again.  Also, trying to find cell phone so I can call people and let them know I'm still alive.  Woot woot!

Jun. 6th, 2008

Synoptic Philosophy

I just finished re-editing the first chapter to my dad's current pet project--a philosophy textbook.  It's actually really quite good, assuming you're in the mood to think.  As I happen to enjoy thinking and editing, this was a fun way to spend several hours.  Which reminds me of something indescribably sad that happened this week. 

We work with a youth group of high schoolers and middle school students on Wednesday nights.  They are really quite a great group of kids and over the past year we've come to care very much about them.  This week we were deciding what books/curriculum to use for the next school year, and trying to get the kids to engage with the material.  In the process of the discussion we found that the kids have learned nothing of what we've been trying to teach them for over a year and are really only interested in playing games and having fun.  Which is perfectly fine for five year-olds, but not so much for kids this age.  One flat out said "my brain is always off."  I had to stop talking at that point to keep from blowing up in frustration and crying in front of the kids.  It's like they don't even realize what they are doing to their lives by refusing to learn and engage in life.  Somehow they can't see past hanging out with friends and letting Mom and Dad solve their problems.  It's like the ideas of personal responsibility and work ethic have never occurred to them, but they don't even know it because they haven't stopped to think about life or relationships or...anything!  They can't grow as people or find fulfillment because they refuse to think, and are confused when relationships fall apart and they are not given responsibility or trusted.  How do you convince a 7th grader that she's bright and can be so successful and has so much potential to grow as a person when she is the epitome of apathy?  I don't even understand that kind of approach to life, and if she isn't willing to explore ideas or think, how can you show her how destructive it is?  How do you convince someone who doesn't care?

I heard a song today that I wish I could force them to think about.  It's an older one by Switchfoot, and the (pertinent) lyrics (paraphrased) are "Are who you want to be?  Is your life what you wanted it to be when you were young and had everything to lose?"  They doesn't see what they have to lose, and don't see the value in looking around to see if they are missing it.

Sigh.  The joys and tears of working with young people.  They don't see or appreciate the sacrifice, and don't understand what they are losing.  How true the old saying that "the unexamined life is not worth living," or rephrased, examining life gives it worth.  How sad a life to be constantly seeking entertainment with no concept of how to truly fulfill the soul. 

Jun. 3rd, 2008

Adventures in International Travel

Heading off to China in about a week, and it suddenly occurs to me...how am I going to take money with me?  Traveler's cheques (not such a good idea in China, it turns out), atm card, credit card, cash (which currency)?  I start searching online and ruled out the traveler's cheques, as apparently only special government banks will cash them (go figure, in a Communist country - should've seen that one coming).  This worked out, as I find them annoying anyway.  So, on to credit cards, which is unlikely for anything other than major hotels and resturants, which I don't plan on spending significant time in.  Cash is always a good idea to have some of, I just don't want to be carrying tons of it around with me.  So, that leaves us with ATM cards.  I have one of those.  I've never used it.  And it expires this month, and has my maiden name on it.  That's fun.  One frantic call to my financial institution later, I'm desperately praying that my new atm card will arrive before I leave.  The teller assured me that it will probably get here Monday, but I'm a little skeptical, to say the least.  Hopeful, but skeptical. 

Packing is beginning in earnest, as I try to plan out everything I'm going to need over five weeks in a foreign country.  Water purifier, toilet paper, hand wipes (antibacterial), camera, toiletries, dehydrated peanut butter, et al.  Hopefully I'll be ready.  Woohoo!

Jun. 2nd, 2008

Happiness

I am having a lovely day and week.  Grades finally came out and I did very well.  Much better than I anticipated, but right around where I had hoped for, and that was completely awesome.  Hard to gauge such things with the forced curve, so it was really nice to know that I did as well as I thought I had done, even as compared to the rest of my classmates.  As everyone reading this probably knows, today is my birthday, and I am enjoying sitting around in sweats and working on a project for my professor.  If I decide to get wild and crazy, I might even take Cleo to the dog park since it is such a gorgeous day outside.  Oh the possibilities!  In the mean time, I guess I'd better get back to work.

May. 28th, 2008

Yarg!

According to the email student services sent out, grades were supposed to come out yesterday.  Wednesday at 12:30 and I'm still waiting by my computer, jumping every time the phone rings because of that tiny little fear that I completely misread the questions and bombed all my finals and am getting kicked out of law school.  I don't think that would ever happen, but there's a tiny little fear in my stomach that refuses to be digested away...  While I'm anxiously and compulsively checking my email every two or three minutes (for the last day and a half), I've also managed to clean the kitchen, get the garbage out, prepare for youth group tonight and get  a few other errands taken care of.  I'm going to head over to the law school in an hour or so to meet with one of my professors/boss to talk about some research that I've been doing (in between compulsively checking my email and doing the dishes).  Yay, logic! 

I love the rain.  It's weird, but I love the sound of it, the feel of it, the smell and even the look.  It isn't smart to taste it anymore, but I love the rain.  My dog, of course, is a huge princess who thinks she should never have to get wet at all, and she hates the rain.  And my husband is one of those people who can garden all morning and not have dirt anywhere - so when we're walking in the rain he's somewhat miserable because he's getting all wet and yucky and there's nothing he can do about it.  While it's not raining now, it probably will soon, and I will be glad.  It is a pain when you want to go to the drive in for movies, but since the drive in is playing Speed Racer and the new Indiana Jones for the next two weeks, that doesn't matter right now.  We went and saw Indiana Jones, and it was so dumb!!!!  I mean, monumentally stupid.  Going to the drive in was fun, as always, but the movie was terrible.  I've heard lots of reviews of it, and apparently a lot of people like it, but in general, it was idiotic.  The best part was the "mini-lecture" in the library.  That was funny.  Everything else...pretty much blah and predictable.  Bad scripting and bad shooting could not be overcome by decent acting.  The hardest thing to figure out is if the "I want to know!" line was worse than the "Get my parents out!" line of National Treasure II.  Both dumb lines, delivered multiple times, and delivered very poorly.  It'll probably take a while for me to decide that they were both equally stupid.  Actually, I probably won't think about it much since neither movie is worth that much thought.

Well, on to the laundry!

May. 26th, 2008

Do not seek counsel from the elves, for they will tell you both yes and no.

So I read the Twilight series this weekend, while Galen cleaned up the kitchen.  I am such a bad wife.  So the series was fairly well written - Shawna, you really should read it - but the story really kinda made me mad.  I can't explain why until Shawna reads the series...so Shawna, read the series.  It'll take you five minutes.  Seriously.  Ok, so it'll take a couple days, but I read all three in two afternoons, so I'm sure you'll be able to finish them quickly as well.

In the mean time, grr on Edward.  I so like Jacob better.  But catching a game of baseball could be fun.  So, moving on.  I should also note, I don't like Wuthering Heights, so that's one thing in his favor.  I should note:  totally lacking in thought-provoking plot, but fun mind candy if you've been reading legal textbooks for the past oh, I don't know, 9 months or so.

In other news, I'm going to China soon and I got a new phone because I sent my old one through the washing machine.  It is now cleaner, but functions much less effectively.  Note to self: don't wash electronic devices in the clothes washer.  My knife also went through the washer, and ironically still has some dust in it.  My sister is attempting to dictate to me what I should type for the rest of this entry, but she's laughing too hard to be very coherent.  This means I have to think up my own sentences now.  At least she can still spell.  Having looked back on all my report cards from kindergarten through graduate school, I can affirm that I never have been able to, nor can I yet spell many words in the English language correctly.  Effectively, yes, correctly, no.  Most people know what word I'm getting at, I'm just not actually spelling it right.  My sister is pretty stuck up about her ability to spell.  I don't ever rub it in that I'm better at math though.  :)  This is my blog and I can say whatever I want.  I define my own reality.  On that note, I think I'm going to stop this before I get bottled water dumped on my computer.  Though it's still under warranty, so it wouldn't be that bad.  Bad thought.  Going away now.

May. 19th, 2008

Mondays

This last weekend was great!  I got to spend some time with my family, which is always good, even when they're getting on my nerves.  Now my brother is up and is going to stay with us for nearly a week, which is also awesome and a bunch of friends are coming over tonight for tamales (which I'm going to spend all day cooking)!  Woohoo!  Definitely a good Monday.

May. 15th, 2008

I have returned...

We are back from our trip to CA, and it was very long.  Of the three days we were gone we spent more than 24 hours in a car.  Since I get carsick, this was less than fun for me.  Especially as I can't nap or read.  Which leaves...starring out the window or trying to talk, both while feeling sick.  Aunt Sis will be missed, but it was wonderful getting to see lots of family (and meeting some new people).  I also got some olive oil cold pressed with rosemary that is just fantastic!  I highly recommend checking out www.sciabica.com.  Fantastic olive oil.  And now I have a Great Dane that needs some attention, and Great Danes are hard to ignore when they want attention.

May. 12th, 2008

I has a sad

Today will begin a long trek down to California...long because it's so short I guess.  Galen's aunt died yesterday at 12:30, a great loss to the family, but probably best for her.  She has been promoted to heaven, and the rest of us must celebrate her life while mourning our loss and rejoicing over her gain.  'Tis a difficult thing for the family, and any and all prayers are appreciated.  The funeral is on Wednesday morning, so we will leave bright and early tomorrow morning from Galen's parent's house for a 14 hour trip, spend Wednesday with the family and come back on Thursday. 

A sad thing to lose someone of such faith and beauty, but a happy thought that she lives in heaven with her savior.  A Happy Mother's Day for Aunt Sis!

May. 10th, 2008

Yucky

Starting the day by waking up a little after midnight is usually not my favorite way to begin a weekend.  Particularly when it's because I couldn't breathe.  Luckily, I had sudaffed on hand and was able to go back to sleep after it kicked in.  Then around 6:38 or so my internal alarm clock kicked in--it just won't believe I'm on summer break and don't have class at 8 am!  So I fed the dogs we're dogsitting, which they were happy about, and crawled back in bed after taking yes, more sudaffed.  They were not so happy about that part.  I then finished the worst Clive Cussler novel I've ever read.  I normally thoroughly enjoy his books, but Dragon was terrible.  The characters were unbelievable and spent most of the book swearing revenge, acting completely incompetent or just plain old silly.  Sigh.  That is the first time I've been so disappointed with a Cussler novel.  Oh well.  Confessor was pretty good, though I always find it irritating when authors string you along without giving you enough to figure it out at the end if you're trying.  If they don't give me any clues, I can't engage because it's impossible to solve.  

I have officially decided I have a bug of some sort, not a random case of instant allergies.  I fully intend to sleep it off, and hope it will be gone by Monday.  In the mean time, happy Mother's Day eve! 

May. 9th, 2008

Good morning!

Being on summer break means I have lots more time to play around and do things like keep an online journal.  Yay, for summer break!  Okay, so I'm also working for a professor on miscellaneous LRW (Legal Research and Writing) stuff and restructuring lessons on logic, and I'm going to China next month, which is exciting, but in the mean time, I have more time on my hands than I'm used to, thus, I am having good times relaxing and enjoying life.

I'm thinking I may even wash my truck this afternoon, get some laundry done, maybe even clean the kitchen if I get really motivated.  Depends on how my cold/allergies are doing at that point.  I have either 1. caught a cold that isn't making me feel sick and is just giving me horrid congestion or 2. I have suddenly developed severe allergies to something in the last two or three days.  Either way, the only way to continue breathing is to take Sudaffed and hope it clears up soon.  Makes working out on the rowing machine rather difficult if you ask me.

As for this morning, I am feeling well, except for this silly congestion, and am ready to start yet another lovely day in Oregon.  Springs are gorgeous here, as my friends from Florida are discovering.  Cleo is enjoying lazing about the sunshine, though she's desperately hoping I'll give her a cookie (which she can't have as they have chocolate chips). 

I am debating about whether to start reading something fun or to run a few errands first.  Sigh.  I should probably run the errands...but reading sounds like fun. 

I should mention that even though it's summer, I'm still pleased it is Friday for several reasons:
1. Galen and I are dogsitting this weekend, and that's always fun (three shelties...woohoo!).
2. I get to spend more time with Galen as he doesn't have to work on weekends.
2 1/2. I get to spend more time with Charity as she doesn't have to work on weekends.
3. Weekends are great times to bbq and just chill, and thus are good.
4. We get to go see Galen's parents and visit their church, which means I'll get to see Shary and plan to continue work on my quilt, which is exciting.  Shary is my quilting expert and is teaching me how to go about the whole business of quilting.
5. Fridays are just good in general.  Couldn't tell you why, but Fridays are just nice days, generally speaking.

Well, I am off to brave worlds of...oh I don't know, something fun I'm sure.

Happy Friday!

May. 8th, 2008

Life

Good morrow, fair maidens and gentlemen. 

This is my journal in which I will disclose my deepest and innermost thoughts...okay, so maybe not, but I may say something interesting from time to time.  For now, let me introduce myself.  I am a law student, a wife, a thinker and a strange person.  I like most kinds of music, read most types of books (except horror or thrillers that are close to horror) and in general like to talk about most things with most people.  I have a blue Great Dane and live with three cats who belong to themselves, but have declared my sister to be their person.  My sister, my husband and I all live in this wonderful world of chaos we call a household. 

All three of us are hooked on Stargate Atlantis and House.  We also all love the Sword of Truth Novels by Terry Goodkind and Harry Potter.  That's right, a house of nerds. 

I haven't quite decided what I will write about most of the time, but it'll probably be at least mildly entertaining from time to time.  In the mean time, I'm off to make dinner.

Happy Thursday!

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